Spring break

The pain had subsided but shows itself intermittently. My blood pressure is consistently high. In this single week of spring break, I found the time to get the tests done. These tests were issued over a month ago, but couldn't find the time to do them due to mid-semester tests and assignments. the doctor suspected that my heart may be a bit too big after the ECG tests results. He reassured me that these tests aren't too accurate so I didn't need to worry. After having found out that my father died from a stroke at the age of 42, it is possible that the same may happened to me. I had to spend today at home, just so I can collect a urine sample for 24 hours. It is annoying, I am starting to get pissed off by it.

In some ways, my childhood wish may come true sooner if not later. In any case the results of what I do became irrelevant as long as I do what I enjoy without hurting anybody. Ironicly, I am now more relaxed. I started thinking about death poems to write.